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So tonight takes the biggest slice of the stupid-cake. Everytime we play a new game, he knows more of the rules than I do, and is insistant on teaching me them as he sees fit. I lose habitually for this reason, and I don't like losing, he knows that, and I think he gets some kind of sick enjoyment out of winning over me. Ultimately it ends up with me wanting to quit, and blaming me being an alcoholic on us "never being able to do anything". We both wanted to drink tonight, and imo, he's just as alcoholic as I am; magically, it's all MY fault. No matter what, every time. Even if I do everything in my power to not fight, if he's upset, it's my fault. I must be one royal piece of worthless shit.
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